Tuhan yg Maha agung..
mlm ni taxes dilimpahi hujan lg..nk beralih musim ke?emm jgn musim salji dh la..kes berat if salji turun kat taxes mesia nih..
well,what aa nk story mlm ni?mm blur..blur..blur..
i am!!
lately rse mcm lost jek..mcm nk recall back payah..pemalas la my brain skrng nih..
xleh ni,kna exercise kasik rajin..neuron2 kna bekerja..
so,what happend 2day dear?..
yup,today i hd a tutorial with my DSA student on dental emergencies..(i'm 1 of those tutors for them)
actually i love to share my a bit knowledge with them..or maybe u..
because i believe..pahala seorg guru itu ibarat air sungai yang mengalir..bnyk tu beb..x berhenti..(haha thinking of jdik lecturer ka)

dental emergencies? what to expect @ surgery? any good thoughts?

• bleeding?(exclusion of known case of bleeding disorders patient)
  
• fainting?
• choking?of foreign bodies,say it burs,mouth mirrors(cud be!!),endo files(tiny creatures),dentures(there's many case too)
• epilepsy
• shock
• angina pectoris/heart attack/stroke

wow,quite numbers jgk kn..sape kata dentist tadak keje ha?

then i nk sum up je..
anything happened stay calm..jgn gelabah2..
there's always way to solve it..always be..Tuhan ada dgn kita..always remember that..

i wont comment on all those problem above..
if patient came with bleeding post extraction say for 24hours,1st ask him,ada kumur2 ke after xla yesterday?smoking?if so..blame him..ketegaq..x ikut pesan kita nih..that's y la bleeding x stop..

do:control bleeding using gauze..failed?surgicel or better suture..+stressed more on post extraction instruction..insyaallah bleeding will stop..

patient pengsan on dental chair(say hypoglysemic)
prop up the patient after u alih away all those brg2..
pi bancuh glukos kasik dia minum..my MO frens said,bagi mkn gula2 pn okey gk..

choking?heimlich manuevures..

that's it la for today..hmm blur2 pn ada gk idea ek..
may tomorrow comes with open heart n mind..n may i can go thru it peacefully..amin..

dengan nama Allah..

my post today wud be on that title..
monday is my relief day at a rural area..huhu..remote i can say so kt taxes nih..
as usual i'll accompanied by my 2 stuff..n they invite a student Dsa oso to come with us..student ni attach baru jek 2 months++.. bare it,lack of knowledge n experience..

mm agak2 laku jugak bisnes becoz,sampai jek dh ramai tunggu for extractions!!haha..

 bare too,our travelling time almost 1/2 an hour as takes 30km on 1 way..

then,the job is on,suddenly my student ni ckp,Dr sy tercucuk jarum..
Allah, dugaan n experience lg utk i..huhu..
as u must bare again..i must be responsible of anything to-happened to my stuff..

so as local measure, put ur affected finger under running water..n u can picit2(the idea was to get rid of those kuman) this is still debateable..i still believe u hv to picit2 the affected area,whilst some might say u cant do so as that area will be hyperemic n promote the virus watso-ever tarvel more..
still,i believe we can picit2

when u caught on those incident,

• please remain calm
• put n squeeze the affected area under running water
• tell the MO/DO of those incident

n my job(as a DO)

• will take ur blood for further investigations,for both : u n patient's
• clarify what had happened?ur full history..including drug hx+sexual actvt history(bare in mind of HIV)
• fill all those mandatory form
• send to state health dept(report kt boss la..)

now,why bother so much when u caught on needle prick injury?

HIV..end of story..

i'll merepek more afterwards..hujan yang lebat beserta kilat dan guruh..

Tuhan yang maha agung...

wow.. soo loonggg x jenguk here..2 years...
many things happen in my life!! so much many more things did happened. . ..mixed of feelings..
so many much mushy more nk story..
everything is in my mind..clear picture...
okey..sabar2...
then,i knew this is the best place for me to blurb..like ol' student style..
well..dear,i'm working oready..not a tag student..no more..i'm free..free free..hehe...
 i'll try my very the best to dig back what had happened..n write all those here...
 
current mood: swing

*sigh*

betui x eja tu ntah..?
ya,despite of so many ulcerated things happened to me all this while,yesterday my MD frens hd pass their exam.we cry   like hell (which i'm quite good in it)
hihi..
kejayaan depa memberi sy semangat..
despite all terrible,painful,misery thing..they hd pass thru with flying colors..
top-up my spirit..
n now,my turn..to hv sleepless nite ..
hope i can hv my flying colors as well for next May
then change my status..
then change evrything..
hope there'll be no more ulcerating episodes to face..
Dear,wish me lucks..all i want if a piece of Doa from all u..

Dear God,give me strength..
ameen

silence?
indeliberately stressed?
requirements?


april..months of?
i..
i'm speechless

Ya I’m back to blurb..
I wonder who read my post..?
It’s juz that,make me think..if I hv reader(s) who did read my post..
Hmm..i think I should be more sopan,more linient
And wanna tell again..i do blogging juz for fun..juz to express my own thought..
And I do hope,sapa2 yg terbaca wont take my words seriously..
Juz gimme space for me to merepek..ya..?

Now,what the story dear?
I issued my PBM crown post to be exact: 46, last Thursday during GDP
And that matter made me feel..i’m partly relieved dear..;p
at last,
Sy telah bejaya memecahkn telur ayam sebijik..;p
And here I want to tell u..i’m proved by the society as a stubborn head..
Well,sy terima kritikan ni sebagai pembakar semangat..
Indeed,I admit that I am degil..
The issued crown was my 1^st time I did..
At 1^st,it did hv problem..walla 1^st timer,paham2 la kn..
dhla tutor yg incharge during gdp tu bukan Dr prost..
mmg carik nahas..tp still brani nk buat..
well,still pegang prinsip berani kerana benar! N sure I know what I’m doing..
so the story goes..
then,my tutor asked me to seek for prostho consultation..
I called the on-call Dr,told him bla..bla..bla..
He denied first becoz he have so many case to handle dat time..
Sy dh mula cuak..parah kali ni..
Thank God,he told me he’ll come when he finished..
While waiting for him,I try doing some stupid thing..well not so stupid..
But it seem like..hahhaa..
The crown inserted but then takleh kluar pulak dh..masalah betul..
Luckily he came..hehe kena la pot pet pot pet..
Do’s n don’t..bla bla.bla..i did what he said..then ok..
The crown is passively inserted..
Gone to the lab for polishing..
I told him to cement the crown..
I think u better put a temporary crown 1^st today..u cement on the next visit..
No Dr,I want to do it today..
It take times to cement a crown,lagi pulak awk 1^st time nk buat..
I’ll try..
Bla..bla..bla..if u do it today..n its not good I’ll give u ‘f’
Ish takut gak..cekgu xleh lawan..nnt dpt tulah ni..tp..
But Dr, I want to do it today..ish degil sy ni..tp sy yakin sy boleh..
I’ll asked my fren who ever did this to help me..
Then I did it..dgn lafaz bismillah..
Yey telah ku berjaya
Takut gak masa Dr tu mai nk tengok..sib baik ok..hehe dia ckp good..
Walla behnye..
Lega sebab at last sy telah menaikkan taraf requirement fixed prostho..
Malas nk proceed to the next visit,sebb dh tadak masa free..
i’m fully occupied with other patients  for my subsequent clinics..
Tu yg pulun degil gak nk buat hari tu ..

 
Then weekend come..
Disambut dgn lapang dada..hehe
Pulun abeskn sad love story..
Finished..
hehe part last baru sy nangis..
Nangis utk sum-up the story..
There’s no such love story..if ever exist..?
Do tell me ya..i wanna know..

 Then,esok clinic lagi..starting with om/op-ortho-pedo-cons
Gambatte hani-chan..
Yey.know what u r doing..sure u’ll have confident on it..

Hmm,something to share with…

::Doa yang Indah::

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menyingkirkan
penderitaanku
Tuhan menjawab tidak
Itu bukan untuk Kusingkirkan tetapi agar kau
mengalahkannya

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk
menyempurnakan kecacatanku
Tuhan menjawab tidak
Jiwa adalah sempurna, badan hanyalah sementara

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk
menghadiahkanku kesabaran
Tuhan menjawab tidak
Kesabaran adalah hasil dari kesulitan, itu tidak
dihadiahkan, tapi dipelajari

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk memberiku
kebahagiaan
Tuhan menjawab tidak
Aku memberimu berkat, kebahagiaan adalah
tergantung padamu

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menjauhkan
penderitaanku
Tuhan menjawab tidak
Penderitaan menjauhkanmu dari perhatian dunia
dan membawamu mendekat padaKu

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan untuk menumbuhkan
rohku
Tuhan menjawab tidak
Kau harus menumbuhkannya sendiri, tetapi Aku
akan memangkas untuk membuatmu berubah

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan segala hal sehingga
aku dapat menikmati hidup
Tuhan menjawab tidak
Aku akan memberimu hidup, sehingga kau dapat
menikmati segala hal

Aku meminta kepada Tuhan membantuku
mengasihi orang lain seperti Ia mengasihiku
Tuhan menjawab …….ahhhh, akhirnya kau
mengerti

HARI INI ADALAH MILIKMU JANGAN SIA-SIAKAN

Bagi dunia kau mungkin hanyalah seseorang,
Tetapi bagi seseorang kau mungkin adalah
dunianya..

Salam..ciao..

 

 

Mlm ni betul2 menangis..
Sedih..
I’m seriously cried..no..
I’m crying..till this moment..
Y did I cry?
N I think,from my glance tonite overall the whole batch is crying..
N I’m still sobbing..huh..susah nk berhenti dh ni…

Sedih sebab ‘bapak’ prostho kami dh nak balik negara dia..
Sedih..sebab dia bnykkkk sngt menolong..
Sedih..sebab dia la yg bnyk console dimasa deeply ulcerating kt klinik..
Sedih..sebab dia terpaksa pegi awal..
sebab ada makhluk yg tak mengenang budi telah..?
ish malas la nk citer,buat sakit hati je..
Sedih..sebab ada jugak org yg x tau menghargai,x tau mengenang budi..
and i’ll remember he said..sy akan mendoakan kamu,moga kamu lulus Pro ya..usah nangis..
sy sngt takut my prostho requirement..
takpa..kamu boleh lakukan yg terbaik..

well,I’m crying like hell..
better stop dear..

bila sesuatu hilang dr pandangan,baru kita rasai betapa berharganya ia.
Ur love n support will grow fonder in our heart..
love u Dr Erwan n Dr Dyah..

 

 

 

 

huh hu..
tatau nk merepek apa..
life is full of misery or a better say as challenges..?
~hadapi dengan senyuman~
still hoping i can cope all those terribles..

Dear God Almighty..guide me all the way thru..ameen..

got this 'poem' or 'doa' from my 'freind'..
hihi..cam best..
pas baca ameen kn yek..

..:: Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta::..

Ya Allah...
Aku minta izin
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta
Jangan biarkan cinta untuk-Mu berkurang
Hingga membuat lalai akan adanya Engkau

Ya Allah...
Aku punya pinta
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta
Penuhilah hatiku dengan bilangan cinta-Mu
yang tak terbatas
Biar rasaku pada-Mu tetap utuh

Ya Allah...
Izinkan bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta
Pilihkan untukku seorang yang hatinya
penuh dengan kasih dan cinta-Mu
Dan membuatku makin mengagumi-Mu

Ya Allah...
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta
Pertemukanlah kami,
Jodohkanlah kami,
Satukanlah kami,
Berilah kami kesempatan untuk lebih
mendekati cinta-Mu,
Dalam suasana yang sakinah, mawaddah dan rahmah

Ya Allah..
Pintaku terakhir adalah seandainya kujatuh cinta
Jangan pernah Kau palingkan wajah-Mu dariku
Anugerahkanlah aku cinta-Mu
Cinta yang tak pernah pupus oleh waktu
Izinkanlah aku untuk menemui kerinduan-Mu

ameen..

huh..
what a long silence..
so many things happen for this couple of weeks
am i that bz? partly ya..n partly nope
n sometymes..mim alip lam alip sin..

as for the clinics,day by day..things are getting better for my requirements despite of
tense environment i'd to face.
this week i plan to issue PBM crown for those 2 patient,but then yesterday 1 of them
(the every-sunday patient) called me,he could not make it tomorrow.
.he had some work to do,hv to go to kl..huhu..ikut awkla..
and 1 more thing abt clinic..my sinchan is fully rehab now..isk isk sik..
sedey la..
xleh jumpa dia lagi dh..i hug him..tapi lupa nk amik gamba la..sedeynye..
i'll miss him dearly..moga besar nnt jadik budak2 baik ye sayang..

last wednesday i went for my SPA interview..i felt like a sembang2 session
haha sempat duk kutuk kelantanese lagi..well not me for sure ya..
both of them la..and i dont even know both of them r kelantanese
until my fren told me!
y?becoz 1 of them asked me what did my community project for phase 3?
i did cleft lip n palate case,n we form a group to conduct this case,
 with every of us have different type of case
later we'll do kind of an intervention programme
so,what's ur finding?
(carik nahas la citer pasal clp,smpai sini sy taram je..hehe)
-our findings are most of the cases are familial tendency,which means
when 1 of the family members hv it,the other family members prone to hv it too..
either in the same hierarchy or not..
the Datuk nodding his head and added,itula kelantanese..
kalo nk kawen nk pilih2,nk org kelate jugak,nk keje kt kelate..tanak kluar..
walla..then both of them kutuk2 sommore..no need to explain here,
i dont interrupt them...carik nahas la kalo provoke lagi..hehe
so dat's some part of my intervw question,apart of the national health plan
and my awareness of the complusory service to the government when i graduate..
huh,sib baik depa x tnye pasal perlembagaan malaysia ke,parlimen ke..
bendera malaysia ke..suh nyanyi negaraku ke..
even they dont ask anything on current issues..
selamat gue sey..

and lately,kami duk gila main badminton pulak dh,
futsal dh abes..demam badminton la pulak..hehe
tetiap petang duk main la ni..x pandai mana pun main,takat tebas2 lepas net kira okla..hehe
and interestingly, i was 1 of those yg join tournament tertutup our school
i was forced to.. not with my full consciousness n willingness in the first place..
smalam main x ingat dunia..pantang tengok court free,tebas2 je..hehe
n today..sakit badan sey..haha
tapi pasni nk main lagi..hehe beh la main badminton..

n my current korean series i stuck now is Sad Love Story.
huhu..tengok tajuk pn tau dh sad..mmg sad la..
n kalo dh sad tu sure sy tertidur2 nya..haha now i still xde part yg boleh ditangisi
even my fren told me..cerita ni..dari awl smpai ke abes.nangis je..
hehe camana nk nagis sama..duk terlelap je partly boring..partly ok.
.partly lembab la citer ni..
i watched this series pn sebab ada song joo oppa..haha poyo la sy ni..
dh terlekat dh nama song joo oppa ni,citer Stairways to Heaven mmg berkesan,
dh tatau nama sebenaq dia apa..huh
and last  nite i watched The Heirloom.
the story is supposed to be horror..sy ni penakut jugak sebenaqnya.
tp xdela kalo tengok tutup2 muka..tp citer smalam biasa2 je xla takut mana pn..
hehe
i remember masa tengok citer Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam2 kt GSC midvalley
huh boleh pakat gelak.. x takut langsung..apala..citer malayu kot..
kalo korang perasan ada satu part masa pontianak tu duk mengamuk sakan..
1 of her kuku xde..adola..spoiler la tukang bikin citer ni..silap bnyk la..
tengok kat skrin besaq sure perasan..duk gelak je la..
and i do hope x terjumpak la benda2 camni..mintak jauh la..amin..

ok i guess that's it for the merepek in the moment..
i'll sambung merepek lagi pasni..
kalo x mim alip lam alip sin la..hehe
opps btw, sy duk suka dengar lagu cahaya..
tp version siti nurhaliza n kris dayanti..depa duet live masa Af indon ..
siti  mmg beh la kalo nyanyi lagu2 camni..dia buat macam lagu dia..
opss..hati siti sudah dimiliki..so guys out there..
dah2la berangan nk kt siti..
jadik Datuk dulu..hahaha

~cahaya~

Dosakah aku bila
dicintaimu

Bila jalinan hati kini
menderaku
Tapi haruskah diriku pasrah
Diriku mengalah

Memang cinta
tiada bermata
Bisa ciptakan sedih
juga bahagia

ku kini terjerat kernanya
Susah lepaskan dia

Jalannya cinta menodai hati
Aku dicinta jalinan
tiada pasti

Dan aku tak harus terkalahkan
Dan diriku terabaikan
Ku ikuti jalannya hati

ish jiwang la lagu ni..hehe cam siti...
ciao..

yup.i was.
yesterday supposely..we're going to our CFCS px's house..for another home visit..
but then, we didnt get our instruments.
So,kami pegi mandi!! hehe..pi terjun..mandi2
x ingat dunia....terjun kat lata tembakah..well this spot is very familiar to me..
rasa bosan ke,nak marah ke,geram ke,ada skit bengang ke..mmg tpt ni la yg kami cari..
well,u should try dear..very nice place..tanak mandi pn xpe..duduk2 tengok..
layan2 jiwang pn ok..
and as for me,so far pegi, never fail to terjun..gila suka dgn mandi manda ni..
and if u ask me..what i prefer..pantai or jeram?i would go for jeram..
y?sy takut laut..sebab pantai/laut ni luas sngt..if jeram,u stil hv the boundaries..betui x?
hehe wateva..
now ada rasa release..fresh sey..but then,sakit badan gak..
ada la pro n cons nye..all in all..beh bangat..
so..
lets concentrate with my schedule..
this week will be a hectic week.
starting with pedo,cons,prostho n surgery..
aim for this week will be:
prep for my crown px's
secondary impression for my PBM ant px.
mesti buat MOS..mesti!

~Gambatte hani chan!!~

Chun guk ae gee uhk

dahn hahn bun ee lah doh nah leul bah lah bwah
mah eum sohk ae joh geum mahn nahl deul yuh boh neh jwuh
neh gah won ha neun gun ha nah ppoon een deh
un jeh nah nun nah ae geh neun chun hollywood ee nee kkah

dah leun sah lahm chuh luhm mul lee eet neun nuh
ah moo lee nahl jah bah bwah doh mahn jil soo up suh
uh doom sohk ae kkoom eun seul peun kkoom chuh luhm
kkeh uh nahl soo up neun sah lahm ppoon een jee

*jahl moh shin jool ahl jee mahn nah neun nuhl gaht go ship puh
muhl lee suh nuhl jee kyuh boh neun guh
sahl ah eet suh doh jook eum gaht teun guhl

*dduh nah gah jee mah nah leul buh lyuh doo jee mah
ee soon gah nan neh gyut teh eet suh jwuh
ah jik nahm ah eet neun neh sa rang ee weh lohp jee ahn geh
nuh ae noon sohk ae nah leul dahm ah jwuh

*joh geum ee lah doh ah joo joh geum ee lah doh
neh mahm eul gahn jik hae joon dah myun
dah shee ee juh buh leen gee uhk sohk ae noon mool ee nah doh
young won hee nuh leul sa rang hae

*repeat

hihi..kalo terer translate la apa org atas ni ckp..